Tuesday, 14 May 2013

the seasons have changed, and so have we

(ph: john william waterhouse - the lady of shalott)

there she weaves by night and day
a magic web with colours gay.
she has heard a whisper say,
a curse is on her if she stay
            to look down to camelot.
she knows not what the curse may be,
and so she weaveth steadily,
and little other care hath she,
            the lady of shalott.

but in her web she still delights
to weave the mirror's magic sights,
for often thro' the silent nights
a funeral, with plumes and lights
            and music, went to camelot:
or when the moon was overhead,
came two young lovers lately wed;
"i am half-sick of shadows," said
            the lady of shalott.

and down the river's dim expanse--
like some bold seer in a trance,
seeing all his own mischance--
with a glassy countenance
            did she look to camelot.
and at the closing of the day
she loosed the chain, and down she lay;
the broad stream bore her far away,
            the lady of shalott.

heard a carol, mournful, holy,
chanted loudly, chanted lowly,
till her blood was frozen slowly,
and her eyes were darken'd wholly,
            turn'd to tower'd camelot;
for ere she reach'd upon the tide
the first house by the water-side,
singing in her song she died,
            the lady of shalott.

-alfred, lord tennyson

soley - pretty face

Saturday, 11 May 2013

something in the way she moves



(ph: somewhere in the land of the internet)

my final essay just isn't coming together very easily. my mind is already stuck in summer, filled with nothing but thoughts of sunshine, evening walks, and popsicles. i swear, i am distracted by everything and anything. 

 (ph: 'mehmeturgut deviantart)

i had the most wonderful visit home this past weekend, and i am already homesick, wishing i could still be there. perhaps this is my final year in this city... toronto is a draining place for a wildflower like me. 

 rihanna ft. mikky ekko - stay

Tuesday, 30 April 2013

Monday, 29 April 2013

she can bring me to the sky, intoxicate me with her eyes

(ph: girls of paradise)

can't fall asleep. montreal in days. last few lights of twenty one; it's been an interesting adventure, i don't think i'll miss you.

neverending white lights - of all the things you've done wrong  

Saturday, 30 March 2013

our souls collide, trying to land on their feet

(ph: ?)

about to enter the last week of my fourth year as an undergrad. (not yet the last. patience.) it's been so nice out, i am in no way motivated to study for those two final exams, nor write that twenty page essay (what a monstrosity.) 

cross your fingers.

cage the elephant - back against the wall  

Tuesday, 12 March 2013

control yourself, take only what you need from it

(ph: fuckyeahcarefailure.tumblr, pete nema)

it's nearly five in the morning, and i am about the happiest bouncing soul alive right now because i have one single page left of my essay that i was pretty confident would not get finished. it's about persistence, kids.

blind melon - no rain

Sunday, 10 March 2013

don't let the days escape

 (ph: ?)

essay writing may not have been as prioritized in my life as it could have been this weekend, but whatever.


(ph: ?)

instead, chinagirl got to spend time with her boy. today was the most beautiful, sunny sunday i have seen in a long while, and it was spent sleeping in, and driving around casa loma, looking at pretty houses we probably will never own.

now, i sit on my bed with the craziest bun on my head, for real working on my essay. three and a half weeks left of school. 

anberlin - feel good drag (acoustic)